4xKing, Fearless J - Self-Starter Lyrics

I'm a self-starter but I wish I went harder
I'm trynna move smarter
Earn money like a Carter
Or a West
Sometimes I swear I am the best
I get a lot of hate from people I could swear it is a test
I'm trynna get my mind to where I don't give a fuck
I can't read a comment and then feel like I'm stuck
In a cycle going down my emotions make me drown
But shit I'm in a cap and gown and soon I'll run the town
I hate hearing old lyrics and seeing that I flexed
Especially when capping it just leaves me perplexed
Like what would I be lying for or who would I be lying to
Sometimes I feel like shit but know others who'd be dying to
Dying to be me for a day what can I say
I'm not perfect but no one is and that will never change
So I'm staying present but got vision down range
I don't wanna look back to see I left myself shortchanged
I'm not the coolest but live every day the fullest
I just wanna be me, I just wanna be Steve
But just wait till you see what Steve's got up his sleeves
But fuck what I achieve 'cause one day I'll have to leave
So what matters most is who and what I leave
We'll see who's gonna grieve and how my life was weaved
I hope to look back and see what I received
Cause this self-doubt is deceit and success comes from belief
I'm a self-starter but I wish I went harder
I'm trynna move smarter
Earn money like a Carter
Or a West
Sometimes I swear I am the best
I get a lot of hate from people I could swear it is a test
I'm trynna get my mind to where I don't give a fuck
I can't read a comment and then feel like I'm stuck
In a cycle going down my emotions make me drown
But shit I'm in a cap and gown and soon I'll run the town
I'm a self-starter but not yet a charter
Gotta go harder like Jeff on the Barter
Gotta keep dodgin em Chargers
Greatness is what I will conjure
4xKing he might be a doctor
I just might be Mr CEO
Gotta keep killin the ego
Gotta rise up in Home Depot
Or HD Supply or wherever else
Keep stayin humble put doubts on the shelf
No more time spent on the dwellin
My goal is to be an XXL Freshman
Bring my own style, Stay poppin a while
I do not care bout your questions
Runnin for miles, Given em smiles
I do not need your suggestions
I'm a self-starter but I wish I went harder
I'm trynna move smarter
Earn money like a Carter
Or a West
Sometimes I swear I am the best
I get a lot of hate from people I could swear it is a test
I'm trynna get my mind to where I don't give a fuck
I can't read a comment and then feel like I'm stuck
In a cycle going down my emotions make me drown
But shit I'm in a cap and gown and soon I'll run the town

I'm a self-starter but I wish I went harder
I'm trynna move smarter
Earn money like a Carter
Or a West
Sometimes I swear I am the best
I get a lot of hate from people I could swear it is a test
I'm trynna get my mind to where I don't give a fuck
I can't read a comment and then feel like I'm stuck
In a cycle going down my emotions make me drown
But shit I'm in a cap and gown and soon I'll run the town
I hate hearing old lyrics and seeing that I flexed
Especially when capping it just leaves me perplexed
Like what would I be lying for or who would I be lying to
Sometimes I feel like shit but know others who'd be dying to
Dying to be me for a day what can I say
I'm not perfect but no one is and that will never change
So I'm staying present but got vision down range
I don't wanna look back to see I left myself shortchanged
I'm not the coolest but live every day the fullest
I just wanna be me, I just wanna be Steve
But just wait till you see what Steve's got up his sleeves
But fuck what I achieve 'cause one day I'll have to leave
So what matters most is who and what I leave
We'll see who's gonna grieve and how my life was weaved
I hope to look back and see what I received
Cause this self-doubt is deceit and success comes from belief
I'm a self-starter but I wish I went harder
I'm trynna move smarter
Earn money like a Carter
Or a West
Sometimes I swear I am the best
I get a lot of hate from people I could swear it is a test
I'm trynna get my mind to where I don't give a fuck
I can't read a comment and then feel like I'm stuck
In a cycle going down my emotions make me drown
But shit I'm in a cap and gown and soon I'll run the town
I'm a self-starter but not yet a charter
Gotta go harder like Jeff on the Barter
Gotta keep dodgin em Chargers
Greatness is what I will conjure
4xKing he might be a doctor
I just might be Mr CEO
Gotta keep killin the ego
Gotta rise up in Home Depot
Or HD Supply or wherever else
Keep stayin humble put doubts on the shelf
No more time spent on the dwellin
My goal is to be an XXL Freshman
Bring my own style, Stay poppin a while
I do not care bout your questions
Runnin for miles, Given em smiles
I do not need your suggestions
I'm a self-starter but I wish I went harder
I'm trynna move smarter
Earn money like a Carter
Or a West
Sometimes I swear I am the best
I get a lot of hate from people I could swear it is a test
I'm trynna get my mind to where I don't give a fuck
I can't read a comment and then feel like I'm stuck
In a cycle going down my emotions make me drown
But shit I'm in a cap and gown and soon I'll run the town