Aezrath - Game Lyrics

I am fucking tired
Of the people using me
Constantly abusing me
Never really choosing me
They were slowly losing me
But never really fooling me
Offering and taking it back
Making a cut right on my neck
And i got too obsessed
Just by discovering that
Every friend is a fake
It is a covering act
I need to counter-react
But anxiety attack
Was another stone
Blocking me in my track
And it is a fact
I saw it black and white
One second, it is a day
Another, middle of the night
I'm witnessing the fight
And nobody is right
I just hope the truth will
Sometimes come to the light
And it is a sight
To stop and behold
Seeing the stones
Like they are made of gold
But sometimes the pain
Is nothing but the cold
And i'm going insane
Pissed at the fucking world
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain
I can piece a puzzle
But peace is so puzzled
Feeling so invisible
Maybe i'm the phantom
I cannot even fathom
This to full extent
I have done some things
I have never meant
Pavement on the street
Is the only solid ground
That i am able to touch
When i'm walking around
And the walls always echo
Making a different sound
My shoulders can't let go
Another 60 pounds
I am feeling so heavy
And yet i am so weak
My head too exhausted
I can't even think
My mouth is zipped
I can't even speak
When the blood is falling
Down on my lips
And i bit myself
While chasing the past
I wanted happiness
That would be able to last
I guess i am so lost
Deep in my mind
Forever stuck in time
And left behind
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain
Not much left to say
I'm not feeling okay
I haven't been happy
Since a particular day
I remember the date
Like it's a broken plate
Trying to say sorry
To put it back in place
I've hidden my face
I needed some space
And if i ever died
I guess that is the case
Hidden in a plain view
This is what i plan to
Like when a plane flew
Nowhere headed to
Imma keep running
Till my legs stop
Don't nobody hate it
That's everything i got
I was being who i'm not
It made me exhausted
Didn't need to text you
Still being ghosted
My feelings anonymous
This ain't fucking hollywood
I can't fucking keep it
That is not what i wanna do
Wanna be honest and open
I can't really stop them
One day they will catch me
If i don't get what i wanted
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain

I am fucking tired
Of the people using me
Constantly abusing me
Never really choosing me
They were slowly losing me
But never really fooling me
Offering and taking it back
Making a cut right on my neck
And i got too obsessed
Just by discovering that
Every friend is a fake
It is a covering act
I need to counter-react
But anxiety attack
Was another stone
Blocking me in my track
And it is a fact
I saw it black and white
One second, it is a day
Another, middle of the night
I'm witnessing the fight
And nobody is right
I just hope the truth will
Sometimes come to the light
And it is a sight
To stop and behold
Seeing the stones
Like they are made of gold
But sometimes the pain
Is nothing but the cold
And i'm going insane
Pissed at the fucking world
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain
I can piece a puzzle
But peace is so puzzled
Feeling so invisible
Maybe i'm the phantom
I cannot even fathom
This to full extent
I have done some things
I have never meant
Pavement on the street
Is the only solid ground
That i am able to touch
When i'm walking around
And the walls always echo
Making a different sound
My shoulders can't let go
Another 60 pounds
I am feeling so heavy
And yet i am so weak
My head too exhausted
I can't even think
My mouth is zipped
I can't even speak
When the blood is falling
Down on my lips
And i bit myself
While chasing the past
I wanted happiness
That would be able to last
I guess i am so lost
Deep in my mind
Forever stuck in time
And left behind
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain
Not much left to say
I'm not feeling okay
I haven't been happy
Since a particular day
I remember the date
Like it's a broken plate
Trying to say sorry
To put it back in place
I've hidden my face
I needed some space
And if i ever died
I guess that is the case
Hidden in a plain view
This is what i plan to
Like when a plane flew
Nowhere headed to
Imma keep running
Till my legs stop
Don't nobody hate it
That's everything i got
I was being who i'm not
It made me exhausted
Didn't need to text you
Still being ghosted
My feelings anonymous
This ain't fucking hollywood
I can't fucking keep it
That is not what i wanna do
Wanna be honest and open
I can't really stop them
One day they will catch me
If i don't get what i wanted
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain
Why it ain't the same
Playing the equal game
Having the same people
Just a different name
Why it ain't the same
Feeling the equal pain
Having the same people
But a different gain