Among Starlight - Home Lyrics

A razor blade cutting through my mind
I am step away from this fucking line
I beg for peace every darkest night
I am so depressed but I will be fine

I don't wanna be home
I don't wanna be home

It feels like hell when the violent fight
Is all you know and all I know is fright
I don't need answers when I question why
Just turn to black these blood red skies

I take my poison, close my eyes
It burns my lips, it makes me high
I can't resist all the hate inside
Why do I have to pretend and lie?

I don't wanna be home
I don't wanna be home

I don't wanna be home though I don't want to go
I don't wanna be home where I don't belong
I don't wanna be home though I'm scared being alone
Yeah, but for now I don't wanna be home

I'm holding on, I do my best
But all I want is just some fucking rest
It's oil and water to begin the fire
I'd rather drown than be burnt alive

The widest skies but so few stars
Among the trees like prison bars
A thousand souls but so few hearts
This is my home and it's so far

I don't wanna be home though I don't want to go
I don't wanna be home where I don't belong
I don't wanna be home though I'm scared being alone
Yeah, but for now I don't wanna be home

I don't wanna be home
I don't wanna be home