Bedbound by Summer - Fake a Smile Lyrics

I packed my belongings
A box full of books and my Grandfather's wallet
I headed in to the forest
A map without lines and a broken compass

I'm never coming home
Living without doors and windows
Bury me in my best clothes
In case you didn't know

If I wait for the right words
They'll just come out at the wrong time
Or get stuck in my throat
Fake a smile