Bedbound by Summer - Of Islands Lyrics

I have a hard time pretending that I care
About the people I once knew as friends
And I could never care about a reaquainted love affair
Without a good enough reason to let it go
A fair shrug of your shoulder and a lump in my throat
In all, nothing but a put-on revelry
I tried to lie to myself this one time in talk
And things only went badly wrong
Like everything i've ever done before

Never once before have I so much dared
To walk away from all that I ever left
The problem is the secrecy
The times you left when I was in despair
Without a good enough reason to let me know
A fair shrug of your shoulder and a lump in my throat
In all, nothing but a failed sight to see
I tried to lie to myself this one time in talk
And things only went badly wrong
Like everything i've ever done before

When trouble comes through i'll be waiting for you
When things don't go your way i'll make sure that they do
Take everything but please just return