Bedbound by Summer - Schadenfreude Lyrics

You recall love notes and etchings
On smoldered pieces of paper from where your parents house burnt down
A winter you'd best forget as he left you there in the cold air
Without a second thought or care

But you thought he wouldn't mind
When you crashed his car in the rain for the first time

You are full of anxious regrets
And all you never meant anyone to hear outside of your own head
But in turn and time you decide
You can't keep the lies in a place that you can hide

But you thought he wouldn't mind
When you crashed his car in the rain for the second time
But you thought he wouldn't mind
When you couldn't keep your spine under the right eyes

And I never really wanted the best for you
(You've been laughing your last laugh for three years now
And who is to blame, who is to blame?)