brntjc - love reciprocal Lyrics

That girl, as wonderful as ever
Her love's beautiful lavender
Glittered eyes from her inner hopeless romantic
But somehow, something feels bitter
She gives more than I give her
And time passes but this imbalance starts to worsen

I wonder why I can't give the same
Am I insane when I say

Why is it impossible
To find a love reciprocal
We say we're searching for real love
But turn away when they love us
I wish I didn't have to race
I wish I wasn't always chased
Cause every time it's difficult
To find a love reciprocal to mine

Why isn't what I give enough
Although I'm already in love
My mind, my body, and heart; they've all begun to ache
Cause we long for peaceful composure
But we walk so shaky and unsure
Trudging thru every day with every step we take

She'll over-analyze everything
From anxiously questioning

Why is it impossible
To find a love reciprocal
We say we're searching for real love
But turn away when they love us
I wish I didn't have to race
I wish I wasn't always chased
Cause every time it's difficult
To find a love reciprocal to mine

A pessimistic perspective
But isn't this how life has been
Ignore our doubts it won't work out
But all around, we're breaking down
We push aside what's on our minds
Cause deep inside, we're scared to fight
But last summer she liked me first
Now I'm with her, yet still she hurts

Why is it impossible
To find a love reciprocal
We say we're searching for real love
But turn away when they love us
I wish I didn't have to race
I wish I wasn't always chased
Cause every time it's difficult
To find a love reciprocal
To mine