CHIKA - SAVE YOU Lyrics

Feel like nobody take me serious
I know it's a couple that's probably hearing this
They gon' wonder if this shit apply to 'em
If they had the guts to ask me, I prolly would lie to 'em, yeah
'Cause what's the point if realities vary anyway?
My first love is engaged to be married any day
I hope she think about me every single time
That she bussit on her nigga when he hit it from behind
Oh shit, eight bars and I'm into hoe shit
Why the fuck I always like to bring up old shit?
Triggered by my phone, I stumbled onto old pics
Now I'm in the crib alone and smoking, playing "So Sick"
Like Ne-Yo, music be the hero
I been trimming, weight heartbreak can feel keto
Got so many stitches, they mistaking me for Lilo
Cupid outta bows, that nigga cold, he's shooting needles

Let it go, let it go
It's some things you don't get to know
You got fears you won't ever grow
But you ain't gotta carry that alone
Let it go, let it go
You bled out, your soul getting cold
Fuck what they may do
Only you can save you

Yeah, did they have feelings? 'Cause I felt 'em
Rarely was given what I dealt 'em
Now I'm kicking myself because I helped 'em
Never got a thank you, so fuck it, they not welcome
My mind run by a busy body
Who make time to plan out a damn pity party
That's a lot work for one guest
But I couldn't care less, I still won't invite anybody
I say it's my function, I'ma cry if I want to
All love dies and the memories haunt you
All time borrowed, so enjoy it, we got to
Make shit count, run it up 'fore the clock do
No held grudges, don't need an apology
Will it take time? I been leaning towards a probably
But that growth is what I wanna see
I'm taking shackles off 'cause I'm the one that got the key, yeah (got the key)