Children Stories - Why Not Lyrics

I can't feel good yet
But I'm getting closer
The nights are getting a little less scary & a bit shorter
I'm not ready to bleed
I'm still not ready to die
Just trying to turn this self deprecation into something more self aware
And when I'm here
I'd rather feel more alive
When I'm here
I'd rather feel more alive

I don't feel sick, but I feel it coming on
It's more then a self awareness of on set, seasonal depression coming, but going, the seasons almost gone
December was hard month, but I made it through
I'm crazy about my girls, too much to put a damper on you too

I can't feel good yet
But I'm getting closer
The nights are getting a little less scary & a bit shorter
I'm not ready to bleed
I'm still not ready to die
Just trying to turn this self deprecation into something more self aware
And when I'm here
I'd rather feel more alive
When I'm here
I'd rather feel more alive

I'm not ready to bleed, I'm still not ready to die, just trying to turn this self deprecation into something more self Aware, and when I'm here, I'd rather feel more alive
When I'm here
I'd rather feel more alive