Crimejanitor - Don't Hit Me, I'll Hit Me Lyrics

I awoke with heavy breathing
Come to terms with fresh reality
It isn't long before the weight pulls me back, back beneath those cotton sheets
I miss the simple spark of youth
I miss the way I used to live without a care
Instead of just sitting in a dark, cold room
With a guitar in a chair

And it hits me without warning
And it leaves me with doubt

Cause in my dreams I'm boxing shadows
Punching hard with no visible effect
Could it be that I am powerless to stop the force that's spinning this vortex?
With so many factions in the conscious, the broader point gets splattered on the wall
Fuck the Nazis and the racists, but it's so hard to read the lines the others draw

And it hits me without warning
And it leaves me with doubt