Diegression - C.O.T. Lyrics

I'm caught between a rock and a hard place
Eyes swollen shut
My lungs are barely working
A nobody who propels you to be a meager mess of yourself
Who are you fooling
Clone of treachery
The ridiculing
You'll never be half of the king that I'm pursuing
Uncontrollable urge to purge the last solid ending
Rolling over pencil with pen
Can't save me now or ever
I've given my body to sin
Here we go again
Another broken promise
Standing where we've always been
Clone of treachery
The ridiculing
You'll never be half of the king that I'm pursuing
Uncontrollable urge to purge the last solid ending
I hear it calling
(Come here, darling)
Vicious and mauling
(Blood dripping through the cracks)
I hear it calling
(Come here, darling)
Vicious and mauling
(Quit telling me to relax)
I'm going crazy
I swear I might be
There's voices in the walls
Now who do I call when all I wanna do is load a shell to end them all
Clone of treachery
The ridiculing
You'll never be half of the king that I'm pursuing
Uncontrollable urge to purge the last solid ending
I hear it calling
(Don't listen, stay back)
Vicious and mauling
(Run away)
I hear it calling
(Don't look, stay back)
Vicious and mauling
(I'm the prey)
I'm going crazy
I swear I might be
I'm going crazy
I swear I might be
I'm going crazy
I swear I might be
I'm going crazy
Overthinking daily
A coping mechanism is screaming for help and no one ever listens
This fucking mental prison has left a husk of me
Clone of treachery
The ridiculing
You'll never be half of the king that I'm pursuing
Uncontrollable urge to purge the last solid ending
I hear it calling
Vicious and mauling
I hear it calling
And it's loud disgusting mauling

I'm caught between a rock and a hard place
Eyes swollen shut
My lungs are barely working
A nobody who propels you to be a meager mess of yourself
Who are you fooling
Clone of treachery
The ridiculing
You'll never be half of the king that I'm pursuing
Uncontrollable urge to purge the last solid ending
Rolling over pencil with pen
Can't save me now or ever
I've given my body to sin
Here we go again
Another broken promise
Standing where we've always been
Clone of treachery
The ridiculing
You'll never be half of the king that I'm pursuing
Uncontrollable urge to purge the last solid ending
I hear it calling
(Come here, darling)
Vicious and mauling
(Blood dripping through the cracks)
I hear it calling
(Come here, darling)
Vicious and mauling
(Quit telling me to relax)
I'm going crazy
I swear I might be
There's voices in the walls
Now who do I call when all I wanna do is load a shell to end them all
Clone of treachery
The ridiculing
You'll never be half of the king that I'm pursuing
Uncontrollable urge to purge the last solid ending
I hear it calling
(Don't listen, stay back)
Vicious and mauling
(Run away)
I hear it calling
(Don't look, stay back)
Vicious and mauling
(I'm the prey)
I'm going crazy
I swear I might be
I'm going crazy
I swear I might be
I'm going crazy
I swear I might be
I'm going crazy
Overthinking daily
A coping mechanism is screaming for help and no one ever listens
This fucking mental prison has left a husk of me
Clone of treachery
The ridiculing
You'll never be half of the king that I'm pursuing
Uncontrollable urge to purge the last solid ending
I hear it calling
Vicious and mauling
I hear it calling
And it's loud disgusting mauling