Gross Boy - Treat Myself Lyrics

Sick of all this judgement
I should treat myself
I'll regret it in the morning
So I'll beat myself up
I can't play pretend
I should be myself
They say time is money so
I can't afford to kill myself

Wake up in the morning
With a nosebleed
You know what that means
Missed calls from the plug he's got what I need
Woke up with bruises cuts on like both knees
I check my bank account like
Oh that's a hefty fee
For some nights like these
That I forgot when its over
I regret when I'm sober
So please don't talk about it no
Coz I'm too young to care
You really had to be there
I deserve all that's coming to me

Sick of all this judgement
I should treat myself
I'll regret it in the morning
So I'll beat myself up
I can't play pretend I should be myself
They say time is money
So I can't afford to kill myself no

Like mirrors facing mirrors
This emptiness expanding
I was high last night in the clouds
But I came down with a crash landing
I got home drunk
And I threw up in my bed
And I'm not just sick in the stomach
Lately I'm sick in the head
The doctor have me medication for it
But I forget to take it sometimes
I mean I'm just a person
We all make mistakes apparently
So why's my girlfriend still so mad at me
For last weekend
I just want the world to crumble
And swallow me up in it
I saw the video
And yeah I looked fucked in it
Who knew the good life
Could be so embarrassing?

Sick of all this judgement
I should treat myself
I'll regret it in the morning so
I'll beat myself up
And I can't play pretend
I should be myself
And I'm sick of all the judgement
I should be myself
Treat myself right

Eurgh jesus