Neonblack - Fear Lyrics

Look, I don't want your fancy diamonds
I don't want your drop-top cars
And you can take your golden mountain
Shove it up so god damn far
Your ass you puke it
I'll take your mansion, nuke it
You thought I was a nuisance?
Wait 'till I overdo it
Only thing you'll catch me ruling over
Is over myself
Feel my emotions brewing
I been living in this hell
Can't you tell?
This that real counter culture
We aiming at you vultures
Saw us ripe for the picking
You got to finger licking
Think we victims
But we victors
See the struggle in our history
Shits real simple
Ain't no mystery
It was bound to happen
You see
While you were playing kings and queens
We had to fight for everything
And now you're soft
We been watching
You played your chess
We been boxing

Fear us
Fear us
Fear us
Fear us

I swear I swear I swear I love my vices
I'm so decisive
Fuck my healthcare I need that new iPhone
Fuck that, I know
Never trust a politician
Or a cop, you come up missing
Hunger games without the districts
Take a look at distribution
Of wealth
They tried to ruin my health
They want black women to die
When they give birth
But now I'm on this Earth
And I'm coming for em
I don't play no games
Fuck your combo chain
How you get rich off a commissary?
Rich politician but the city failing
This a declaration of war
I'm too poor afford
Guns or tanks, but I be a martyr
You fear me like a child fear a stepfather
Fear me like I fear being alone
Fear me like me gay frogs fear Alex Jones
You feel me or fear me?
Fear me like America fear my skin tone
Fear me like those in power fear the unknown
Nigga

Fear us
Fear us
Fear us
Fear us

I'm actually scared of the cops
I think I'm scared for my mom
She over 50 and she got health problems
But the doctor don't know what's wrong
Is it a mystery?
Or the result of ingrained racism
I'm scared of misery
They never learned to care for us
Probably didn't think we make it this far
They weren't prepared for us

I been playing the tough guy for so long
But inside I'm so scared and alone
I'm prepared for defeat
I don't care for no throne
But the ones that I care for
Are scared of my tone
Will I drive 'em away
With the shit that I say
Mommas says there's no need for violent ways
I'm just tired of waiting for better days
Don't wanna waste away 'till it's way too late

What is my fate if I'm too scared to move
Am I doomed cuz I have no faith I presume

That I'd die if I tried to play by their rules
Live by a lie or defy the whole ruse

I'm slipping
And there's darkness in my vision
And that's bad shit
But momma taught me different
I'm just scared I didn't listen

My heart's pumping like a piston
This kind of thinking been forbidden
So they label us as radicals
But the struggle we face is factual

It's like we animals in they eyes
They wanna slay us I hope they realize

We've become stronger
They don't have longer
I hope that you fear us
The end is real near