Oxhole - Forever Terrified Lyrics

I am left alone on an island of darkness and grey
The ocean of colours around me promises no pain
This place not familiar to me is not though the first of its kind
All the stories I get to know from books I've never read
Remind me of the key to survive here
When I close my eyes I can see the arrows point somewhere
What if I stood up to the author?
Would it make him scared?
Expectation, anticipation are built on a base delicate
I am holding the brush and the paint you have given to me
But I take the chance to choose my own way
Rush of excitement now triggers the start of our game
Witness the birth of a legend unknown
Whenever I get a chance
It's in your hands
I will fight
Time is right
How come can I pretend my life has a story
How come can I defend against your caring chains
Why, why should I survive? Give my death a meaning
How high can my wings fly if you don't tell me that I have a pair
I'm always one step ahead of myself
I won't believe my own lie
Never, never again
How come can I pretend my life has a story
How come can I defend against your caring chains
Why why should I survive? Give my death a meaning
How high can my wings fly if you don't tell me that I have a pair
Forever I'll be terrified alright

I am left alone on an island of darkness and grey
The ocean of colours around me promises no pain
This place not familiar to me is not though the first of its kind
All the stories I get to know from books I've never read
Remind me of the key to survive here
When I close my eyes I can see the arrows point somewhere
What if I stood up to the author?
Would it make him scared?
Expectation, anticipation are built on a base delicate
I am holding the brush and the paint you have given to me
But I take the chance to choose my own way
Rush of excitement now triggers the start of our game
Witness the birth of a legend unknown
Whenever I get a chance
It's in your hands
I will fight
Time is right
How come can I pretend my life has a story
How come can I defend against your caring chains
Why, why should I survive? Give my death a meaning
How high can my wings fly if you don't tell me that I have a pair
I'm always one step ahead of myself
I won't believe my own lie
Never, never again
How come can I pretend my life has a story
How come can I defend against your caring chains
Why why should I survive? Give my death a meaning
How high can my wings fly if you don't tell me that I have a pair
Forever I'll be terrified alright