People You Meet Outside of Bars - well, we'll see Lyrics

This fucking store brand green tea is giving me a headache
It was supposed to calm me down
Your message was four hours ago and my bed is made
You were supposed to come around

Can I keep this up? Well, we'll see
Can I at least keep up? Well, we'll see

It's useless- "Just breathe, just breathe"- what kind of advice is that
Lifeguards don't yell out, "Just don't sink"
Try yoga, try chamomile, try eating fewer trans fats
Just relax, just try not to think

Can I keep this up? Well, we'll see
Can I at least keep up? Well, we'll see
Well, we'll see

We'll see how things change when I move away
We'll see if I can see without you standing in front of me

I cry so hard I dry heave, despite the soothing lighting
Of morning building brick by brick
I'm hiding under my desk, you and a migraine fighting
For what will finally make me sick

Can I keep this up? Well, we'll see
Can I at least keep up? Well, we'll see
Well, we'll see

We'll see what things are like when I'm out of town
We'll see if it's you or me who keeps on bringing me down

Fever dreams and nostalgia: I think of you at sixteen
And me, only months your senior
You said, "Love's such a big word; I barely know what it means"
I'm older, but you're much meaner

Can I keep this up? Well, we'll see
Can I at least keep up? Well, we'll see
Well, we'll see
Well, we'll see
Well, we'll see
Well, we'll see