Peter Greenidge - I Don't Know Lyrics

Somedays I wish I didn't wake up
And ever since I was a little kid all I did was hate myself
And they'd tell me that God loves me
Loves me at my worst
And I couldn't help but wonder
Why he'd let us hurt
I've heard so many answers
But none have changed the pain
I'm sick of writing sad songs
But I can't stand things that are fake
And I don't think anything I do is good enough
And that little boy still resides in me and he thinks that he's useless
People say that they'll pray for me
Cause they don't know what else to say
I've said the exact same things
But I'm so lonely
And it's a fight every day
I just want to be known
But I think if anyone knew me
They'd hate what they saw
They'd think I was as worthless
As I think I am
And these might be lies in my head
But that doesn't make them any less powerful
I just want to be a good friend
To myself
And to everyone else
And I feel alone
And I feel unknown
And I feel like I have a long way to go
And I know I should hold on to hope
But I don't know anything at all
Yeah I don't know
I don't...

Somedays I wish I didn't wake up
And ever since I was a little kid all I did was hate myself
And they'd tell me that God loves me
Loves me at my worst
And I couldn't help but wonder
Why he'd let us hurt
I've heard so many answers
But none have changed the pain
I'm sick of writing sad songs
But I can't stand things that are fake
And I don't think anything I do is good enough
And that little boy still resides in me and he thinks that he's useless
People say that they'll pray for me
Cause they don't know what else to say
I've said the exact same things
But I'm so lonely
And it's a fight every day
I just want to be known
But I think if anyone knew me
They'd hate what they saw
They'd think I was as worthless
As I think I am
And these might be lies in my head
But that doesn't make them any less powerful
I just want to be a good friend
To myself
And to everyone else
And I feel alone
And I feel unknown
And I feel like I have a long way to go
And I know I should hold on to hope
But I don't know anything at all
Yeah I don't know
I don't...