Phatahl - Memory Lyrics

Just a memory of a memory is what you are now
What used to be is now an enemy I've broken my vows
I'm so different now I know that I'll never feel the same
For the first time with my own eyes I killed the pain
Welcome all the lonely faces
Come from all these distant places
You don't have to feel so faceless
Come alone or with you matrix
Let me show you love
Let me be your drug
You don't have to feel so faceless
Open arms in my oasis oh

Redeem the wasted time
Suddenly I see you painted white
Tell me how it feels to leave behind
Memories that made you feel so blind
Good to know that I still feel warm emotions, I think I've healed
I will never let them come find my serenity I've designed

Keep the ones that ever stayed by the side of me
I'll never let them get away to the pride of me
So many times I sit and pray, looking silently
Hoping my grandma sees, and that she's proud of me
Been through too much just to say no
Can't sleep til I hit the main goals
This ain't about me and they know
They're counting on me to rain gold

Yeah raining gold from the sky
You know that I'm gonna be fine
You wanna see me go higher
Higher woah
Yeah raining gold from the sky
You wanna see me go fine
You wanna see me go fine

Just a memory of a memory is what you are now
What used to be is now an enemy I've broken my vows
I'm so different now I know that I'll never feel the same
For the first time with my own eyes I killed the pain