Phoenjx, Hannah Vixen - Disconnected Lyrics

I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
Every-time I try to write
I don't feel it's right
Tunnel vision
I loose sight
On what I like
It's a fight
It's a battle
I'm at war with myself
I ask for peoples opinions
But I don't want nobody's help
I feel stuck
Like I'm trapped in a slum
This the man I created
This the man I become
Had a date with the devil
Told me I'm his favorite son
Mourning I'd be a star
Cuz he knew I was done
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
What had once made me happy
Lately feels like a chore
Waited on the opportunity
'Stead of searching for the door
Hoping' thoughts wash ashore
I feel so disconnected
Don't feel a thing anymore
I should explore
But nothing feels the same
Used to feel happy
Now I just wince in pain
Used to rush towards it
Now I see it and refrain
When I look at the words on the page
I feel so fucking ashamed
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
Can I pick my head up?
Will I feel like this forever?
Will I only brainstorm when I feel under the weather?
Cuz no matter how hard that I try
Feel I always come up short
And I don't know why
Whenever
I grab my pen and mic
I start to get these weird feelings inside
Used to be a little boy with some butterflies
And now I'm a grown man and I feel paralyzed
(Fuck)
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time

I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
Every-time I try to write
I don't feel it's right
Tunnel vision
I loose sight
On what I like
It's a fight
It's a battle
I'm at war with myself
I ask for peoples opinions
But I don't want nobody's help
I feel stuck
Like I'm trapped in a slum
This the man I created
This the man I become
Had a date with the devil
Told me I'm his favorite son
Mourning I'd be a star
Cuz he knew I was done
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
What had once made me happy
Lately feels like a chore
Waited on the opportunity
'Stead of searching for the door
Hoping' thoughts wash ashore
I feel so disconnected
Don't feel a thing anymore
I should explore
But nothing feels the same
Used to feel happy
Now I just wince in pain
Used to rush towards it
Now I see it and refrain
When I look at the words on the page
I feel so fucking ashamed
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
Can I pick my head up?
Will I feel like this forever?
Will I only brainstorm when I feel under the weather?
Cuz no matter how hard that I try
Feel I always come up short
And I don't know why
Whenever
I grab my pen and mic
I start to get these weird feelings inside
Used to be a little boy with some butterflies
And now I'm a grown man and I feel paralyzed
(Fuck)
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time
I been depressed lately
Don't know if I am me
Disconnected from reality
And I solemnly swear I'm fine
Even though I'd be lyin'
Can't afford to loose you
Like I loose my time