Quay Miller, King Cullen M. - SUICIDAL Lyrics

I guess I'm suicidal
Thoughts I'm having recycled
But I don't know what else am I to do
All this pain that I'm feeling
Got me caught in emotions
And I'm still wishing I was on the news
I guess I'm suicidal
Temptation my rival
And I just want to overcome the truth
I got weight on my shoulders
Nobody to talk to
Because nobody dont understand the cues

I've been thinking suicide
Suicide
I see the bigger so I decide to either choose my fate and stay alive
Or overcome the truth and keep stabilized
Ian go lie,
Man these past four years
I been feeling unappreciated
And I'm doing things just to make this pain alleviated
In the meanwhile I get faded
O.D. on pills and get wasted
Sparking these blunts
Just faced 'em
I'm trynna make it
I'm feeling this pain deep inside
But my demons just stand in the way
I'm feeling lost
Don't know what to do
My family don't have a clue that I committed this shit about four times
Keep overdosing but I won't die
I'm feeling like less of a man
I just keep on doubting myself and it fucked with my confidence
I guess I'm going to hell for committing this sin And that is the consequence
I guess that I'm missing the point
I'm fighting myself like I am two sides of a coin
Just wanna keep me alive
But to be frank, I'm tired of crying inside

I guess I'm suicidal
Thoughts I'm having recycled
But I don't know what else am I to do
All this pain that I'm feeling
Got me caught in emotions
And I'm still wishing I was on the news
I guess I'm suicidal
Temptation my rival
And I just want to overcome the truth
I got weight on my shoulders
Nobody to talk to
Because nobody dont understand the cues

Everyday I been feeling alone
And I feel that I don't belong
It's okay
'Cause I'm like a martyr
I'm about to blow
But I won't wait too long
It's okay, 'cause