SB Chris - Nowadays Lyrics

Alright yeah
Let's get it

Told myself that I'd be better than the person I was yesterday
But nowadays it feels like I just can't change me
Told myself that I'd be better than the person I was yesterday
But nowadays it feels like I just can't change me

Nowadays it feels like
I'm the worst
I've been struggling with these demons inside of me feel like I've been cursed
And I know that
I am the worst
Know that I've seen better days
There's gotta be a better way
Hold on
Uh
Baby won't you give me a second chance
You were always my first choice, covered by ignorance
So I find the truth, with what I say and what you do
Through all the pain I see my demon wants to eat you up too

Told myself that I'd be better than the person I was yesterday
But nowadays it feels like I just can't change me
Told myself that I'd be better than the person I was yesterday
But nowadays it feels like I just can't change me

Nowadays it feel like I'll never change
Everyday is cloudy (With what?)
Full of rain
Don't know why I continue to play this game
Shaming myself for the things created in my brain
Look in the mirror it's all pretend
Depression tells me it's time to end
I hurt you now, you were my friend
Do you got a heart that you could lend?
No one can stop me
I'm on top
Who do it like me?
No one
No one on my side and that's alright
Me myself and I
That's alright

Told myself that I'd be better than the person I was yesterday
But nowadays it feels like I just can't change me
Told myself that I'd be better than the person I was yesterday
But nowadays it feels like I just can't change me

I cannot change me
You cannot change me
No matter what we do
We'll never ever cave in

You'll never change me
I'll never change me
No matter what I do
I'll never ever cave in