Sean D'lo - Heart Cold Lyrics

And my heart cold
So baby loving me is hard
Pain in my heart
Not the same from the start
My heart cold
I apologize
It's not you
I'm broken inside
My heart cold
Pain running deep
I've been abandoned
Those thoughts keep haunting me
My heart cold
I'm still frozen inside
Still frozen
I'm still numb these the times

I know that these the times
I remember the times
Sitting all alone
Hurting on the inside
They asked me what was wrong
My friends took all my knives
Looking at my arms
They saw my pain was live

Bleeding
Don't know the reason
But they knew that I was hurt for the season
And I tried to leave it
just hanging from ceiling
But it ain't happen
And I got scared and I breached it

And when Daddy left me
I swear that I wasn't ready
A lil boy
The only thing that I knew
I could no longer be a boy
Yawn Yawn it's time to be a man
It's time for you to stand
But what I didn't understand
God still had more shit in his plans

Because when Beezy got a sentence
And Momma was in her feelings
And Uncle Henry died the day after
Beez was a Felon
I told Momma that I'll provide
And I promised I wouldn't fail it
So I went and got some dope
See my plan was just to sell it

And that shit hurt Momma's feelings
I knew that she wouldn't feel it

And my heart cold
So baby loving me is hard
Pain in my heart
Not the same from the start
My heart cold
I apologize
It's not you
I'm broken inside
My heart cold
Pain running deep
I've been abandoned
Those thoughts keep haunting me
My heart cold
I'm still frozen inside
Still frozen
I'm still numb these the times

Around that time my heart was broken
Popping Xans and heavy smoking
Lowkey hoping I'd start choking
Or OD from all the cope meds
And I know loving me is hard
But baby just hope you know this
All of this pain done left me scarred
I swear that inside I'm Broken

And if you wanna leave
Make sure that you wanna leave
Cause I can't hang around forever
Like the autumn leaves
Cause my emotions change like weather
I'll keep it G
You gon' have to have that strength
You try to heal me

You gon' have to have that strength
You try to heal me
You gon' have to have that strength
You try to heal me

And my heart cold
So baby loving me is hard
Pain in my heart
Not the same from the start
My heart cold
I apologize
It's not you
I'm broken inside
My heart cold
Pain running deep
I've been abandoned
Those thoughts keep haunting me
My heart cold
I'm still frozen inside
Still frozen
I'm still numb these the times