Taekai Elijah - Let Me Die Lyrics

If you're reading this, you couldn't save me
Damn, I'm gone now
Now, ain't it just a lil crazy?
Blame the world mama now 'cause
Yeah yeah you made me, but they made me what I was now
Only I could save me, this ain't the boy you loved
I died when I gave them all my trust
Now I gotta smoke logs so we call the ash sawdust
Now they ain't so bad, sad they controlled me with lust
Before I let them destroy me, know I'll self-destruct
I got this rope right here
Got this rope right here, it's gonna kill my fears
It's gonna dry my tears, I love this rope right here
Love this rope right here
It's gonna kill my fears, it's gonna dry my tears
We can't even explain life
When I write songs I still try, never respond
You ain't Taekai, and I'm the only threat to me
That's no lie!
If I gotta kill myself, just to come alive
Would you let me die?
Would you let me die?
Slowly I feel I'm becoming more than narcissist
Or misogynist, I don't like you bitch and I'll acknowledge it
Burnt relationships, like an arsonist but I plead the fifth
I don't need a tip, I just need to call my girl and get a grip
I ain't felt myself since back in '96, to be or not to be
That's the question, I got this rope right here
Got this rope right here, it's gonna kill my fears
It's gonna dry my tears, I love this rope right here
Love this rope right here
It's gonna kill my fears, it's gonna dry my tears
I thought the art made you an artist
But I found out, that's only a part of it
I know now, I'm just getting started
At least I hope, but it's set in stone
Here goes, I am so
Tired of the noise if I fly away
I had no choice but it's mine today
Karma can't catch us all
Karma can't catch us all
We can't even explain life
When I write songs I still try, never respond
You ain't Taekai, and I'm the only threat to me
That's no lie!
If I gotta kill myself, just to come alive
Would you let me die?
Would you let me die?
15 with a water bottle I'm in gym class
With a dub sack, and some foil wrap
Plus a lot of snacks, Dizzy taught me to make a piece out of that
Couple years later, I had learned to trap
Had to quit that, way too many rats
Shout to Dex though, 'cause he took the rap
Shout to Ill too, 'cause he made the track
Flew to Florida, on a scholarship
College felt cool, I was proud of it
Had a birthday, lil soiree
And my roommate's, sniffin' cocaine
On the kitchen sink, with a dollar bill
And a broken dream, and a lot of pills
He don't pop pills, but the guests will
Right?
This is not life

If you're reading this, you couldn't save me
Damn, I'm gone now
Now, ain't it just a lil crazy?
Blame the world mama now 'cause
Yeah yeah you made me, but they made me what I was now
Only I could save me, this ain't the boy you loved
I died when I gave them all my trust
Now I gotta smoke logs so we call the ash sawdust
Now they ain't so bad, sad they controlled me with lust
Before I let them destroy me, know I'll self-destruct
I got this rope right here
Got this rope right here, it's gonna kill my fears
It's gonna dry my tears, I love this rope right here
Love this rope right here
It's gonna kill my fears, it's gonna dry my tears
We can't even explain life
When I write songs I still try, never respond
You ain't Taekai, and I'm the only threat to me
That's no lie!
If I gotta kill myself, just to come alive
Would you let me die?
Would you let me die?
Slowly I feel I'm becoming more than narcissist
Or misogynist, I don't like you bitch and I'll acknowledge it
Burnt relationships, like an arsonist but I plead the fifth
I don't need a tip, I just need to call my girl and get a grip
I ain't felt myself since back in '96, to be or not to be
That's the question, I got this rope right here
Got this rope right here, it's gonna kill my fears
It's gonna dry my tears, I love this rope right here
Love this rope right here
It's gonna kill my fears, it's gonna dry my tears
I thought the art made you an artist
But I found out, that's only a part of it
I know now, I'm just getting started
At least I hope, but it's set in stone
Here goes, I am so
Tired of the noise if I fly away
I had no choice but it's mine today
Karma can't catch us all
Karma can't catch us all
We can't even explain life
When I write songs I still try, never respond
You ain't Taekai, and I'm the only threat to me
That's no lie!
If I gotta kill myself, just to come alive
Would you let me die?
Would you let me die?
15 with a water bottle I'm in gym class
With a dub sack, and some foil wrap
Plus a lot of snacks, Dizzy taught me to make a piece out of that
Couple years later, I had learned to trap
Had to quit that, way too many rats
Shout to Dex though, 'cause he took the rap
Shout to Ill too, 'cause he made the track
Flew to Florida, on a scholarship
College felt cool, I was proud of it
Had a birthday, lil soiree
And my roommate's, sniffin' cocaine
On the kitchen sink, with a dollar bill
And a broken dream, and a lot of pills
He don't pop pills, but the guests will
Right?
This is not life