The Birdwatchers - Instajam Lyrics

Another transgression
More uncertainty
Always begs the question
Did I make a mistake
It's time for reflection
Don't like what I see
Don't like my reflection
But I know I can't change

Crack the cans and bottles
It's not compulsion, I convince myself
Find it at the bottom
Spiral out of control
I might have fucked it all up
Took a risk that didn't pay off
Watch the tendrils of light recede to the darkness
Watch it all slip away

No one deserves to have to put up with me
No one deserves to have to put up with me

Take out my headphones
And hear all the sounds
Take one last moment
To listen around
Realize it's wholly unremarkable
Not sentimental
They're just sounds to be forgotten by tomorrow
Won't be amazed by them
Won't be enslaved by them
Won't let the combination of chemicals disguise the fact
It's hard to deny
Rose-hued nostalgia goggles hiding the red flags

No one deserves to have to put up with me
No one deserves to have to put up with me
No one deserves to have to put up with me
I wait, but I won't wait for this again
No one deserves to have to put up with me
I wait, but I won't wait for this again
No one deserves to have to put up with me
I wait, but I won't wait for this again
No one deserves to have to put up with me
I wait, but I won't wait for this again