The Bottom Dollars - Six Twenty Six - Alternate Version Lyrics

I swear to God today I'll make a change
I'll wake up at a normal hour & do my best to shave
But man, I still get angry at the shower
And my cigarettes are getting drunk with power
Everytime someone brings up Chicago…
God help me if someone says the word "Colorado"
I just close the doors, and mortar up the bricks
The hell with Tuesday June 26th
Well everyday I put myself to shame
Thinking all of this is just going to fade
Time it makes things less severe
But it doesn't shelter fear
Well baby, if you're lucky enough to survive
I hope it rains every time you drive
Yeah you became a ghost, just like you said
Now I can only fall asleep if I'm not in my own bed
Knowing where your head once laid
Smiling through the night
Of course we know I'm not doing alright
Well everyday I put myself to shame
Thinking all of this is just going to fade
Time it makes things less severe
But it doesn't shelter fear
Well baby, if you're lucky enough to survive
I hope it rains every time you drive
I'm tired of pretending that I made it out unscathed
And maybe I'm still waking up at 5A everyday
I'm staying inside and blaming it on the weather
Its time to get my shit together
'Cause there are liars, there are losers
There are sinners, there are thieves
There are doctors and believers baby
But they can't give you peace
And I'm sure if there's a God
He's drunk as fuck on Jesus' blood
Just trying to wrap his head around what you've done

I swear to God today I'll make a change
I'll wake up at a normal hour & do my best to shave
But man, I still get angry at the shower
And my cigarettes are getting drunk with power
Everytime someone brings up Chicago…
God help me if someone says the word "Colorado"
I just close the doors, and mortar up the bricks
The hell with Tuesday June 26th
Well everyday I put myself to shame
Thinking all of this is just going to fade
Time it makes things less severe
But it doesn't shelter fear
Well baby, if you're lucky enough to survive
I hope it rains every time you drive
Yeah you became a ghost, just like you said
Now I can only fall asleep if I'm not in my own bed
Knowing where your head once laid
Smiling through the night
Of course we know I'm not doing alright
Well everyday I put myself to shame
Thinking all of this is just going to fade
Time it makes things less severe
But it doesn't shelter fear
Well baby, if you're lucky enough to survive
I hope it rains every time you drive
I'm tired of pretending that I made it out unscathed
And maybe I'm still waking up at 5A everyday
I'm staying inside and blaming it on the weather
Its time to get my shit together
'Cause there are liars, there are losers
There are sinners, there are thieves
There are doctors and believers baby
But they can't give you peace
And I'm sure if there's a God
He's drunk as fuck on Jesus' blood
Just trying to wrap his head around what you've done