The Elderberries - Once or Twice Lyrics

I'm in my bedroom, I feel like a wanker
Watching all the videos of you
I lost my mind but I am not an abuser
Trying to laugh but I don't feel too good

I fucked up once or twice, now come on
Don't be so cold as ice, yeh come on

The bottle is empty, but I try to remember
The look on your face when you were ready to scream
Making it faster and taking it harder
But now it just feels like a stupid fucking dream

I fucked up once or twice, now come on
Don't be so cold as ice, yeh come on
I guess I'll pay the price, so come on
I'm down but Jesus Christ, I'm alright

I guess I'm weaker than I had imagined
Cracking so easy but it weren't up to me
Drownin' my sorrows, takin' my life away
Now I've lost everything, how can this be

I fucked up once or twice, now come on
Don't be so cold as ice, yeh come on
I guess I'll pay the price, so come on
I'm down but Jesus Christ, I'm alright