The Turtle Project - Aftermath Lyrics

Battered, bruised, bewildered, confused
I snooze, I lose, passed by, refused
I drink, I sink, I smoke, I choke
I smile, I joke, I become the joke

I should take some time out to laugh
I could use the head space to learn
Instead of looking in the mirror at the aftermath
Of all my wrong turns

I'm modest, I boast, I give more than most
I'm best as the guest, worst as the host
I'm loved, I'm hated, I'm sober, I'm wasted
I hide, I take it, I genuinely fake it

I should take some time out to laugh
I could use the head space to learn
Instead of looking in the mirror at the aftermath
Of all my wrong turns

I'm blessed, I'm rested, I've tried, I've tested
I'm tired of yesterday's claws in my chest
I pick my number, I wake from my slumber
I try to believe but I'm so fucking numb

I should take some time out to laugh
I should use the head space to learn
Instead of looking in the mirror at this aftermath
Of all my wrong turns

I'm sick of looking in the mirror
I'm sick of looking in the mirror
I'm sick of looking in the mirror
Looking in the mirror at this aftermath
Of all my wrong turns
All my wrong turns
All my wrong turns