Tony Thames - Afraid of Forever Lyrics

Why am I so afraid of forever
Hands over ears, close my eyes, head hung over
I don't want the life you revere
I embrace the future you fear
Fifty-plus, at peace and alone
Free to do whatever I want
And yes, I know that there's a chance that I'm wrong
I know I just might grow to regret it all
The world might break me down and buckle my knees
The ghosts of yesteryear might haunt all my dreams
But I feel so alive, I feel like the master of everything
I want to be free, jump into the unknown and spread my wings
But I'm not really brave, I am just a slave to human ways
I sabotage it all, I answer every time my demons call
I'm not really brave, I am just a slave to human ways
I sabotage it all, I answer every time my demons call, yea
Hey, coward, tomorrow is here
Hey, coward, what will you do
Hey, coward, that's me, that's you in reverse, huh
Hey, coward, you're terrified, you're terrified
That's you, in reverse, oh, you're terrified, right