T.Woogie - A Letter for You Lyrics

I know I fucked up, but I really like you
Everything I did I just did to excite you
When you're not around all I wanna do is write you
Listen to the sound from my mouth I invite you
Hear what I say, here is where I pray
Hoping one day, we can go away
To a special place, far as outer space
And you got me running, I am in a race
Now when I drink, I don't need a chase
Can't feel the liquor, the only thing I taste is the pain
It's hard to get away
Think I am insane for what I did that day
I know I betrayed your trust in a way
Say I didn't change, say I am the same
Let me tell you I never thought this was a game
I can be the sun and protect you from the rain

Wasn't lying when I told that I'm not a player
But I feel you treat me like I am a Laker
So you wanna push me away to be safer
Look out for yourself, I guess its human nature
Putting thoughts on paper is how I open up
Since we barely talk I just wanna say what's up
Telling you I'm sorry, it wasn't on purpose
The thought of losing you, really made me nervous
Can't believe you would ask me if it was worth it
You should know the answer, you did not deserve it
Wish you would forgive, wish you would forget
Every time I think about that night it's regret
I check my phone every night you bet
That I'm still waiting for that one text
All that time that passes makes me more a mess
Different thoughts running through my mind make me stress
What can I do, to make you understand
That I did the dumbest thing ever known to man

I just wanna show you how I really feel
Put my heart on the page so you know its real
I'd do anything you'd want just to see you happy
Want you in my life again, want it so badly
No matter what would happen I would put you first
I know that you hate me, think I am the worst
Put yourself in my shoes what if roles reversed
Understand how you feel that it's an alert
I know you are scared, because I am a flirt
And you think if we are close, that I might revert
In order to move on, we need to have the trust
On top of feelings, loyalties a must
The only thing that I can do is promise that I won't
That is the reason this song was even wrote