Waynewood - Dying Lyrics

I'm cravin
A taste of that lead
I'm cravin
Jumpin off that ledge boy
I'm cravin
A shot to my head
I know I want to be be dead but
I don't want to be be dead but
I'm feelin so angry
I'm feelin so helpless
I'm feelin like a weak bitch
All the time
I ain't got much time left
I know I need to deal
With the steel in my mouth yeah

And God
He told me in my dreams when I'm dying
He told me in the dreams when I'm crying
I'm crying on the outside
While I'm dying on the inside
And I'm crying

I'm cryin now by myself
I'm dyin by myself
My wife doesn't even know about it
I got a gun cocked and loaded
I pulled the trigger in my dreams
Was that a dimensional thing
I'm in super positions
I'm dead alive
Is my mission over

And God
He told me in my dreams when I'm dyin
He told me in the dreams when I'm cryin
I'm cryin on the outside
While I'm dyin on the inside
And I'm cryin

I got that gun cocked and loaded
I don't even know if I want this
Still taste the lead on my tongue yeah
2 shots to my brain and I'm done yeah
Gonna have someone do it for me
I need the extra shot
I'm laying down I'm dyin