XRev - Automaddict Lyrics

I always hesitate before I sweep the cobwebs
It feels like I'm killing my friends
Because no one lives with me anymore
I left or pushed them away
Now it's getting late I'm almost alone
There's one hit left and I'm afraid for you to go away
You're all I got left I wouldn't hold you down

Because I'd never turn my back on you as hard as I could
And I'll never feel the sting from your lips
I'll never be the man that I said that I was
Cause I can't fucking quit
And as hard as it is to admit
I'm nothing but a God Dammed addict
Its automatic?

So Baby I'm sorry
For trading life for death
I'm sorry but there's not much left
I gave it all the pain
I don't know why I crave it

But every day's the same
I hope that I can be, the man I was before
It's too late It's too late Its too late?
I love you but it's been

I love you but it's been arranged
You finally found my weakness
So I've never been the same
We could crawl or we can soar
But I'm afraid, the choice has been made
I fucking need help I fucking need help
I can't do it alone there's too much and I'm too tired
God give me a woman that'll change my mind
Help me clean this mess and help me clear my mind
It's been too long haven't slept in years

So Baby I'm sorry
For trading life for death
I'm sorry but there's not much left
I gave it all the pain
I don't know why I crave it

But every day's the same
I hope that I can be, the man I was before
It's too late It's too late Its too late?
I love you but it's been
I love you but it's been arranged
It's too late It's too late Its too late?

I love you but it's been arranged
You finally found my weakness
So I've never been the same
We could crawl or we can soar
But I'm afraid, the choice has been made
I fucking need help I fucking need help
I can't do it alone there's too much and I'm too tired
God give me a woman that'll change my mind
Help me clean this mess and help me clear my mind
It's been too long haven't slept in years

Cause I'd never turn my back on you as hard as I could
And I'll never feel the sting from your lips
I'll never be the man that I said that I was
Cause I can't fucking quit
And as hard as it is to admit
I'm nothing but a God Dammed addict
Its automatic?

So Baby I'm sorry
For trading life for death
I'm sorry but there's not much left
I gave it all the pain
I don't know why I crave it

But every day's the same
I hope that I can be the man I was before
Its too late