Young Reela - Alana's Outro (Closure) Lyrics

Went through pain and it damn near turned a brother heartless
Got some new scars but we bout to win regardless
Never let your light dim if it get the darkest
You make it out, through these times though they seem the hardest
I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it
Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it
I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it
Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it
Love is pain ironic they say the truth hurts
I wanna take in all the pain that's making you hurt
Already broken, still breaking myself
Gave you my all, what a fool did I make of myself (That's crazy)
Finding closure in knowing I brought the best up out you
Could look a different way about it now I'm left without you
I ain't gon' lie you had me shook I was a wreck without you
I'm looking past the bad and seeing what be special bout you
Learned so many things about me through you
Was a blessing just to know you how I really knew you
And all the secrets that you told me, they gon' stay between us
Gave you self defense skills for when you face your demons
I know things ain't really go how I intended
Man somedays I wish it worked and I really do resent it
If I ever said I love you I still mean it and I meant it
Never change even if I gotta love you from a distance and that's real rap
Went through pain and it damn near turned a brother heartless
Got some new scars but we bout to win regardless
Never let your light dim if it get the darkest
You make it out, through these times though they seem the hardest
I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it
Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it
I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it
Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it
Yeah
I want you to loop this right here
I want to, find my closure, or attempt to
Hate how I be stuck with all these thoughts
I hate How I'm just something you forgot
Being heartless is just something that I'm not
So the only way I cope is take it and then jot like
I hate I didn't speak more to your Moms
I hate I miss the feeling of you being in my arms
I hate the fact I really lost one of my best friends
I hate how I'm suppressing how I'm feeling really towards the end, like
I hate the bitterness, the envy that I have
I hate the fact I'll never hear your voice and plus your laugh
I hate the fact I'll never hear one of your playful jabs
I hate the fact we'll no longer be cruising through the Ave
You riding round while you playing Avant
Whenever you getting married yeah that's the singer you want
I hate the fact it's no new memories to share
I hate the fact I gotta treat you like I never really cared
But I did, so don't ask me cause you know it
Cause I know you did too you just had no way to show it
Cause it started like them flowers, and we had our chance to grow it
Leave it up to me to be the one to blow it
Man that's crazy can't believe you really gone
But yeah I never um, really had someone that actually truly cared
Well they cared but not in the sense like how you care
Like, like you actually care I see that you care and I'm not used to this
And I'm trying to become emotional, as you said
But it's hard, like I don't like to see, I don't like for people to see me at my low point you feel me?
Like, so if I was to cry, I'm crying alone
If I'm going through some shit, I'm going through some shit alone
Cause, I was always taught I have to be the strong person
Strong friend, strong this, strong that, so yeah
You know sometimes, the only real closure we have is time you know
So I wanna thank you for the time through rhyme
And thank you for the chance you had to be mine, you know?

Went through pain and it damn near turned a brother heartless
Got some new scars but we bout to win regardless
Never let your light dim if it get the darkest
You make it out, through these times though they seem the hardest
I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it
Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it
I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it
Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it
Love is pain ironic they say the truth hurts
I wanna take in all the pain that's making you hurt
Already broken, still breaking myself
Gave you my all, what a fool did I make of myself (That's crazy)
Finding closure in knowing I brought the best up out you
Could look a different way about it now I'm left without you
I ain't gon' lie you had me shook I was a wreck without you
I'm looking past the bad and seeing what be special bout you
Learned so many things about me through you
Was a blessing just to know you how I really knew you
And all the secrets that you told me, they gon' stay between us
Gave you self defense skills for when you face your demons
I know things ain't really go how I intended
Man somedays I wish it worked and I really do resent it
If I ever said I love you I still mean it and I meant it
Never change even if I gotta love you from a distance and that's real rap
Went through pain and it damn near turned a brother heartless
Got some new scars but we bout to win regardless
Never let your light dim if it get the darkest
You make it out, through these times though they seem the hardest
I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it
Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it
I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it
Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it
Yeah
I want you to loop this right here
I want to, find my closure, or attempt to
Hate how I be stuck with all these thoughts
I hate How I'm just something you forgot
Being heartless is just something that I'm not
So the only way I cope is take it and then jot like
I hate I didn't speak more to your Moms
I hate I miss the feeling of you being in my arms
I hate the fact I really lost one of my best friends
I hate how I'm suppressing how I'm feeling really towards the end, like
I hate the bitterness, the envy that I have
I hate the fact I'll never hear your voice and plus your laugh
I hate the fact I'll never hear one of your playful jabs
I hate the fact we'll no longer be cruising through the Ave
You riding round while you playing Avant
Whenever you getting married yeah that's the singer you want
I hate the fact it's no new memories to share
I hate the fact I gotta treat you like I never really cared
But I did, so don't ask me cause you know it
Cause I know you did too you just had no way to show it
Cause it started like them flowers, and we had our chance to grow it
Leave it up to me to be the one to blow it
Man that's crazy can't believe you really gone
But yeah I never um, really had someone that actually truly cared
Well they cared but not in the sense like how you care
Like, like you actually care I see that you care and I'm not used to this
And I'm trying to become emotional, as you said
But it's hard, like I don't like to see, I don't like for people to see me at my low point you feel me?
Like, so if I was to cry, I'm crying alone
If I'm going through some shit, I'm going through some shit alone
Cause, I was always taught I have to be the strong person
Strong friend, strong this, strong that, so yeah
You know sometimes, the only real closure we have is time you know
So I wanna thank you for the time through rhyme
And thank you for the chance you had to be mine, you know?