Yungg Jayt - Scarred Heart Lyrics

Got to ride with it on me
Knew you weren't my homie
Circle small, everyone outside it be phony
Ride by my lonely
You weren't there for me
My heart is scared but i'm the boss like I was tony
Got here by myself can't let 'em down me
I'm so lost and they ain't never found me
It's time I put the past behind me
Realest walking on Earth, don't got to remind me

Remember back in grandma basement, me n my cousin was plotting
Now I got a lil money, got these niggas pocket watching
I can't give away my heart, it ain't for sell like an auction
No I can't give up, yea that was never an option
Niggas count me out but they ain never let me in
God please watch over me n forgive for all my sins
Might just put this shit in every song but don't need no friends
Fye on my side cus I know she riding to the end
Yea where i'm from too many end up ona shirt
Everybody claim they gang but they the ones who hate the worst
Took me a thousand times but now I recognize my worth
All my scars no they ain healed but i'm think i'm rid of the hurt
Still can't believe my uncle died still don't know how to take it
I don't really smoke a lot but this drug imma face it
I don't smoke too much of weed cus them drugs they might lace it
Yea that's how my cousin died, this blame I can't place it

Gotta ride with it on me
Knew you weren't my homie
Circle small, everyone outside it be phony
Ride by my lonely
You weren't there for me
My heart is scarred but i'm the boss like I was tony
Got here by myself can't let 'em down me
I'm so lost and they ain't never found me
It's time I put the past behind me
Realest walking on Earth, don't got to remind me

I can't settle for less, I've become a little complacent
I know I'm not a doctor, but im running out of patient
Fell out with Jordan, we ain't never been the same since
Then I talked to God, he been asking where my faith went
In my current situation, I don't know if she really care
I already learned my lesson young, yea I know that life ain't fair
Had a couple claim they was day 1, but they ain't here they disappeared
So I don't rock with niggas no more, so many bonds I had to tear
Real nigga, I swear I'm gone always prosper
So much pain, but I can't take it to the doctor
Trust issues, it's only real ones on my roster
Don't belong on Earth, need to take off in my saucer
Got to take a chance, I don't care if I'm a lose
Feeling like I'm baby, 'cus I got something to prove
It cost money for us to converse, just like you was buying some shoes
RIP to Papa, know I do this for you too

Gotta ride with it on me
Knew you weren't my homie
Circle small, everyone outside it be phony
Ride by my lonely
You weren't there for me
My heart is scarred but i'm the boss like I was tony
Got here by myself can't let 'em down me
I'm so lost and they ain't never found me
It's time I put the past behind me
Realest walking on Earth, don't got to remind me