Zoe Hines - Suffocate Lyrics

So it goes
Circles in the road
I find myself in the same place I was before
Think I'm seeing ghosts
Travel through the unknown
Searching for a purpose
Why me, why this world?

Can't fix what's broken
The damage is done
Your stain never goes away
Fever goes down day by day
Built a tolerance for the pain
Eyes closed but I'm still awake

Suffocate
Self deprecate
Sippin' on the juice
Makes me feel okay
Strong poker face
I'll never let you see what I'm feeling
Don't judge the process of my healing

Life's a game
A game we love to play
Some are born with luck
Have a winning fate
Filled with dread
I know I'm not the same as them
Push myself to do the best that I can
Why can't I take the chance?
Guess I'm scared of the reaction
I don't want to feel this way no more
So scared to open that door

Suffocate
Self deprecate
Sippin' on the juice
Makes me feel okay
Strong poker face
I'll never let you see what I'm feeling
Don't judge the process of my healing

Two sides like a Gemini
One side will never hides
Open book with a passion
What you think of my mind
Sometimes I go crazy
Confidence like MJ in the 80s
Been chillin beast mode lately
Manic with intention of direction
Getting money
While I got my diamonds dancing
I could switch it up
Show myself some love
Before I give it up
But I know what I'm about to run back too
The same attitude
That's left me stuck on the same stoop

So it goes
Circles in the road
I find myself in the same place I was before
Think I'm seeing ghosts
Travel through the unknown
Searching for a purpose why me
Why this world?