Aezrath - One Day Lyrics

I don't want to go
I want to stay home
It is always by the force
I wanna be alone
If i had plans
Anything of my own
You always fuck it up
By dragging me along
Selfishness top tier
All fucking year
Why am i here
I want to disappear
I don't really want it
Not something that i need
Every time you took me there
I started to bleed
You need a lesson
When you never ask
Until accident happens
Tears this family apart
You will never change
Until one of us dies
It might just be me
I'm irrelevant in your eyes
Always complaining
I'm not helping enough
Still always force me
To go and do this stuff
Then you wanna claim
That you are smart
You are just so selfish
You got no fucking heart
And maybe one day
I will be far away
When you get old
And need someone to care
But i won't be there
And then you will pay
Guess karma is a bitch
When you act that way
We are not the same
And we will never be
You wanna make yourself
Another clone in me
But that won't happen
Cuz i got what you lack
I have some compassion
You are too dumb for that
One day you will see
Everything that i do
That will be the day
You see what a fool
You used to be
And it wasn't cool
I guess you need
To go back to school
One day you will see
Everything that i do
That will be the day
You see what a fool
You used to be
And it wasn't cool
I guess you need
To go back to school
I am so exhausted
And my mind is blank
Every day i feel like
I'm walking the plank
And all my emotions
In a moment sank
I need to deposit
My resentment to the bank
I guess i'm too angry
That i can't even see
And i became blind
To your toxicity
And maybe i am poisoned
It's flowing in my veins
And then all the blood
Leads it to the brain
I want it to be over
If i could control it
But i live in a black hole
I'm constantly falling
And there's no light
At the end of my vision
And nothing i do
Is ever my decision
I'm like a puppet
With invisible strings
Somebody controls me
And every single thing
I'm like a bag
In a boxing ring
Everybody there
Is punching me
One day you will see
Everything that i do
That will be the day
You see what a fool
You used to be
And it wasn't cool
I guess you need
To go back to school
One day you will see
Everything that i do
That will be the day
You see what a fool
You used to be
And it wasn't cool
I guess you need
To go back to school

I don't want to go
I want to stay home
It is always by the force
I wanna be alone
If i had plans
Anything of my own
You always fuck it up
By dragging me along
Selfishness top tier
All fucking year
Why am i here
I want to disappear
I don't really want it
Not something that i need
Every time you took me there
I started to bleed
You need a lesson
When you never ask
Until accident happens
Tears this family apart
You will never change
Until one of us dies
It might just be me
I'm irrelevant in your eyes
Always complaining
I'm not helping enough
Still always force me
To go and do this stuff
Then you wanna claim
That you are smart
You are just so selfish
You got no fucking heart
And maybe one day
I will be far away
When you get old
And need someone to care
But i won't be there
And then you will pay
Guess karma is a bitch
When you act that way
We are not the same
And we will never be
You wanna make yourself
Another clone in me
But that won't happen
Cuz i got what you lack
I have some compassion
You are too dumb for that
One day you will see
Everything that i do
That will be the day
You see what a fool
You used to be
And it wasn't cool
I guess you need
To go back to school
One day you will see
Everything that i do
That will be the day
You see what a fool
You used to be
And it wasn't cool
I guess you need
To go back to school
I am so exhausted
And my mind is blank
Every day i feel like
I'm walking the plank
And all my emotions
In a moment sank
I need to deposit
My resentment to the bank
I guess i'm too angry
That i can't even see
And i became blind
To your toxicity
And maybe i am poisoned
It's flowing in my veins
And then all the blood
Leads it to the brain
I want it to be over
If i could control it
But i live in a black hole
I'm constantly falling
And there's no light
At the end of my vision
And nothing i do
Is ever my decision
I'm like a puppet
With invisible strings
Somebody controls me
And every single thing
I'm like a bag
In a boxing ring
Everybody there
Is punching me
One day you will see
Everything that i do
That will be the day
You see what a fool
You used to be
And it wasn't cool
I guess you need
To go back to school
One day you will see
Everything that i do
That will be the day
You see what a fool
You used to be
And it wasn't cool
I guess you need
To go back to school