Alex Wons - Speak Lyrics

I'm reaching out now
I'm running to you
But you're running away
I'm calling out now
I'm calling to you
I'm begging you to stay

I know you're out there
You're out there somewhere
But now you're acting out
You're always silent
You never answer
Well what should I do now?

And all I ever wanted was a friend
The cycle of it never ends
You stay around a bit and then you leave
Why are you doing this to me?

I'm trying to find a way that tells you
How much this hurts
But there ain't a word that's strong enough
And I'm trying to scream and let it out but I
Cannot breathe there's no air someone taped my mouth shut
Why won't you speak? (Speak)
You gotta speak (Speak)

Avoiding every message that I left
I keep on asking where you went
We're both afraid to be the one to talk
We'll fall apart if no one does
You gotta speak

There was no warning
I could have fixed it
You never let me try
Let's talk it out now
Before we fall down
We're running out of time

I'm losing friends and now I cannot sleep
You are the friend I gotta keep
And now I'm sitting here I'm wide awake
Thinking of ways to make you stay

I'm trying to write a song about this situation
But there ain't a chord that's sad enough
And I'm trying to play on the piano
So you can hear
But the piano it ain't loud enough
To your ear (Speak)
Why won't you speak? (Speak)

Theres gotta be a way to work this out (Speak)
Theres gotta be a way somehow (Speak)
I keep waiting for you to come around (Speak)
You're gone you're nowhere to be found (Speak)
You gotta speak

You gotta speak out
Just let it out now
I'm getting lost in time
Why won't you speak up?
Why can't I shut up?
I'm gonna lose my mind

Hey can you hear me can you hear my call?
I'm gonna ask you one more time
You gotta listen let me pour it out
I'll die if I keep it inside

Hey can you hear me can you hear my call?
I'm gonna ask you one last time
You gotta listen let me pour it out
I'll die if I keep it inside

Oh I keep trying to get to you alone
But you shut me out
Now you keep running away, you won't pick up the phone
(Now you won't pick up the phone)
But I still have a thousand words to say
To you but you won't listen to me
(Why won't you speak)
If I don't let it out then I'll explode
I've held it back
Oh yeah I've held it in for way too long
(Ive held it in for too long)
But you refuse to say a single thing
I don't know what you think
What the hell is going on?
Why won't you speak? (Speak)
Why won't you speak? (Speak)

You know you didn't have to go that far (Speak)
To yell to me your last goodbye (Speak)
You tell me everything will be okay (Speak)
But if you're gone then I'm not fine (Speak)

It's getting quiet
You're getting silent
But I just wanna scream
Now you won't listen
And you won't answer
C'mon you gotta speak
You gotta speak