Equalex - Cold Hearts & Warm Whiskey Lyrics

I used to be the shit had everybody yelling Huckaby
But after seven years of coming clean nobody fucks with me
I was dropping ounces and bouncing to different houses
Making thousands moving mountains and I had both eyes on my surroundings
Everything was cool yeah everything was great
Selling weed all day and I kept the parties real late
I was kinda buzzed and I had this dime sitting next to me
She said lets have some fun and later on we'll try some ecstasy
And though we never fucked I still got fucked with a dependency
A beast was born that very night and still persists he live with me
Looking at it now its just a little part of history
As I sit here with a cold heart and a glass of warm whiskey

I feel rejected cause I can't accept this
To hell with what you know
And I can't invest in anything else and
That's that's left me cold
I'm still infected by whatever's left and
I don't even think you know
But I don't reject it cause I'm still connected
It never lets me go

Back in the day I was getting paid
Only motherfucker who could numb the pain
Never understood why I walked away
But I felt inside that it weren't the game
See inside it was the ride and not the miles that I would drive
And it got me by without a crime and I didn't die but it got me high
Comes a time when you come to know
You gotta put it down gotta let it go
Close your eyes and you hold your nose
But you better run fast or you ain't going home
Pop another pill try to kill the ill
Sick of paying dues while I'm paying bills
Feeling all alone while I'm chasing chills
And even though they won't yeah you know I will
Tip my glass and kick with class
Let it all go leave it in the past
Can't really blame anyone against me
Cause I know there's a hole that's here within me
And I don't really care if any of y'all miss me
I was never really there so why y'all pissy
All I need is a cold heart and a glass of warm whiskey

I feel rejected cause I can't accept this
To hell with what you know
And I can't invest in anything else and
That's that's left me cold
I'm still infected by whatever's left and
I don't even think you know
But I don't reject it cause I'm still connected
It never lets me go

I've had a lot of problems back in the past
A ship in the storm overboard I was cast
I met a lot of friends but they didn't last
Stepping on a ton of toes just to overpass
Given chance after chance they just spit an laughed
Ruined plan after plan til the well was cached
I'n not immune to what you been through
I've been through it too without acting like you do
But times got tough and morals withdrew
The world became something cold and new
So I'll raise a glass just like we used to
Til one turns to two and two into a few
Who would knew that you'd be the fuel
To tear and pull destroy and rule become so cruel
Using friends like tools lie and cheat cry and weep
Now that I've gotten off my feet I can see right through you dirty plea
So why don't you stop bothering me
Cause It's obvious to me you're a hobby to me
Got problems with me save the artillery
I stay true to me for myself eternally
The only ammo I need is a cold heart and a glass of warm whiskey

I feel rejected cause I can't accept this
To hell with what you know
And I can't invest in anything else and
That's that's left me cold
I'm still infected by whatever's left and
I don't even think you know
But I don't reject it cause I'm still connected
It never lets me go