kingtriumph - the first day after Lyrics

The first day after
The last one's disaster
I shaved my head
Wished I was dead

So much for happy endings

The next month killed me
Got fat with dirt weed
I lost direction
Did I ever have one

So much for motivation

Did you ever get so low that you couldn't go down
Or get so high that you set yourself back for years
Did you ever get so low that you couldn't go down
Or get so high that you burst into tears

I'm wasting my time
Getting high, drinking wine
I'm losing my mind
Thinking that I am fine

I got in trouble
My ego's humbled
They're staring at me
Pointing and laughing
Have you felt this way
Depressed and cliché
And absorbed in
Your guilty whims

So much for self-esteem

Did you ever get so low that you couldn't get up
Or get so high that you couldn't get off
Did you ever get so low that you don't give a fuck
Or get so high that everything's lost
Did you ever get so low that you couldn't go down
Or get so high that you set yourself back for years
Did you ever get so low that you couldn't go down
Or get so high that you burst into tears

I'm wasting more time
Smoke more to get high
I'm wasting my youth
By denying the truth
I'm wasting my time
Getting drunk, getting high
I'm losing my mind
Thinking that I am fine

The first day after
The last one's disaster
I shaved my head
To begin again