The Complex Dialect - Fall Lyrics

It's the whisper in your ear 
Your biggest thrill, your greatest fear 
Keep lying to yourself saying you're fine 
Drinking wine, snorting lines
You don't know me or mine
I can quit anytime
Queen Dopamine's got a choke-hold on me
Self-medication keeps me in her reach
Can't help but answer whenever she calls
If you really want love, first you have to fall

You ask me what I'm thinking
So I tell you
You don't like the answer
But it's the truth
How can we have something real
If you don't really want to feel
She's talking to herself through me and you 
Queen Dopamine's got a choke-hold on me 
Self-medication keeps me in her reach
Can't help but answer whenever she calls
If you really want love, first you have to fall

I'm terrified
But I have to try
War's raging between my two minds 
And civil war is anything but civilized
One nation under her watchful eye
She says to go ahead
We'll fight till we're dead
Like to see you try
I'm scared to death, I take a breath
The only way to live is to fight

Queen Dopamine lost her choke-hold on me
Came down from the clouds and fell back on my feet
She keeps on calling, I don't answer at all
Now I can stand up, first I had to fall
Fall
Fall, just don't let that be all