Will Guitard - Always Afraid, Wishing Away Lyrics

Always

Always afraid

Always afraid
Less of night, than of day
I hope nothing happens
But I don't want to stay the same

Always afraid
Of sinking into the pit
Of wishing away
And never getting over it

Always afraid, wishing away
What I don't know, what you don't see
Exactly where I'm supposed to be
And you think that I don't know that
Its the power that I don't have
Its the nothing that I know for sure
It's like losing long before the start

Horrible visions
Unwanted, inside
There're familiar feelings
From where they, where they reside

Now, throw out the truth
And ready all those desperate lies
I'm always in shackles
But the chains are of varying size

Always afraid, wishing away
What I don't know, what you don't see
It's exactly where I'm supposed to be
And you think that I don't know that
Its the power that I don't have
Its the nothing that I know for sure
It's like losing long before the start

If nothing went
The way that I said it would go
If nothing went
The way that I said it would go
If nothing went
The way that I said it would go
Would I finally be done, would I finally be done
Would I finally be done