Xmust - Losing Myself Lyrics

I ain't tryna lose my mind
But I already lost it
That shit was crazy
Baby you hate me
I'm really faded
I might no make it
You bet not play me
I'm always waiting
You bet not blame me
Cause this gone be another one
This gone be another one
This gone be another one
Yeah
So let me show you the real
Lingo told me he gone help me
We gone find me a deal
I'm hoping it's real
I can't keep skipping these meals
I'm bout run up these meals
I'm gone be stepping on heels
I express how I feel
I usually keep my lips sealed
You see in my notes and then you know what's the deal
I got to show them for real
That I ain't just another nigga
That be rapping on air
I'm tryna get in ya ear
But I can't live with my fear
My mind still need to clear
Damn
Sometimes I'm winning
Sometimes I'm losing
It get confusing
Don't want go through it
So what I do is
Keep an illusion
Of how I'm doing
So I don't ruin
Like what the mood is
I'm on another one
I'm on another one
I'm on another one
I'm at a level where I can't stop
I would chill and talk to grams
Her faith ain't gone drop
And if you love me
I know feelings like they won't flop
You might think that I need you
But I really need God
Yeah I just need God
I got to do this
I'm sick of losing
My verses proven
We get to grooving
And how we do this
It get amusing
I must be stupid
But I stay rooted
Yeah
Cause if I lose myself it's gone be tragedy
Family crying everyday imagine me
Shawty hit my phone like why you mad at me
I'm steady losing ties and my identity
Praying to my mama
Hope she Prada me
Yeah
Sometimes I'm winning
Sometimes I'm losing
But I ain't tryna lose my mind
Cause I already lost it
I cannot force it
It get exhausting
Just cut the faucet
And cut the losses
I need enforcements
Yeah
Wish ya life
Wish ya life
Damn
Wish life on me and mine
No matter what we gone win
Even if we lose
Take that shit to the chin
Level up and be a boss
Wish life on us to the end
X

I ain't tryna lose my mind
But I already lost it
That shit was crazy
Baby you hate me
I'm really faded
I might no make it
You bet not play me
I'm always waiting
You bet not blame me
Cause this gone be another one
This gone be another one
This gone be another one
Yeah
So let me show you the real
Lingo told me he gone help me
We gone find me a deal
I'm hoping it's real
I can't keep skipping these meals
I'm bout run up these meals
I'm gone be stepping on heels
I express how I feel
I usually keep my lips sealed
You see in my notes and then you know what's the deal
I got to show them for real
That I ain't just another nigga
That be rapping on air
I'm tryna get in ya ear
But I can't live with my fear
My mind still need to clear
Damn
Sometimes I'm winning
Sometimes I'm losing
It get confusing
Don't want go through it
So what I do is
Keep an illusion
Of how I'm doing
So I don't ruin
Like what the mood is
I'm on another one
I'm on another one
I'm on another one
I'm at a level where I can't stop
I would chill and talk to grams
Her faith ain't gone drop
And if you love me
I know feelings like they won't flop
You might think that I need you
But I really need God
Yeah I just need God
I got to do this
I'm sick of losing
My verses proven
We get to grooving
And how we do this
It get amusing
I must be stupid
But I stay rooted
Yeah
Cause if I lose myself it's gone be tragedy
Family crying everyday imagine me
Shawty hit my phone like why you mad at me
I'm steady losing ties and my identity
Praying to my mama
Hope she Prada me
Yeah
Sometimes I'm winning
Sometimes I'm losing
But I ain't tryna lose my mind
Cause I already lost it
I cannot force it
It get exhausting
Just cut the faucet
And cut the losses
I need enforcements
Yeah
Wish ya life
Wish ya life
Damn
Wish life on me and mine
No matter what we gone win
Even if we lose
Take that shit to the chin
Level up and be a boss
Wish life on us to the end
X