Aezrath - Faithful Lyrics

Asking myself
Why is it so toxic
I don't really know
I finally lost it
I'm last one to tell
And i don't have a choice
I am forced to go
And i have no voice
Even if i am sick
If i had any plans
Need to be ready
Can't leave it to the chance
People tell me to move
Like it is so easy
No money, way too soon
Nothing can really please me
I know you want to fix me
I'm not the one who's broken
I am tired of talking
I have already spoken
And i deal with issues
But that is who i am
Living in a house
Where im treated like a slave
And i have no strength
I am nobody here
You want me to be confident
But that's not how i lived
I wanted to be saved
I can't even behave
Only time it will change
Is when i'm in my grave
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me
They want me to listen
Not give me a reason
Like i am still a kid
Under their supervision
I have lost my friends
They thought i'm avoiding them
And i have no way to prove
I'm a fucking lonely man
Nothing is sacred
And nothing really matters
If it was up to me
I would do everything backwards
But i'm stuck in this place
And i can't even face myself
People think i am lazy, selfish
They don't even know my pain
They don't see the blood and sweat
They have never met me
They don't see the tears
That i am not happy
So if you give me love
I'm giving you my life
Cuz i need to escape
And i am only a half
I need you to be honest
And give me respect
That is a promise
And that is a fact
You will own me
And everything i have
I don't know any different
I'm used to live like a slave
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me

Asking myself
Why is it so toxic
I don't really know
I finally lost it
I'm last one to tell
And i don't have a choice
I am forced to go
And i have no voice
Even if i am sick
If i had any plans
Need to be ready
Can't leave it to the chance
People tell me to move
Like it is so easy
No money, way too soon
Nothing can really please me
I know you want to fix me
I'm not the one who's broken
I am tired of talking
I have already spoken
And i deal with issues
But that is who i am
Living in a house
Where im treated like a slave
And i have no strength
I am nobody here
You want me to be confident
But that's not how i lived
I wanted to be saved
I can't even behave
Only time it will change
Is when i'm in my grave
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me
They want me to listen
Not give me a reason
Like i am still a kid
Under their supervision
I have lost my friends
They thought i'm avoiding them
And i have no way to prove
I'm a fucking lonely man
Nothing is sacred
And nothing really matters
If it was up to me
I would do everything backwards
But i'm stuck in this place
And i can't even face myself
People think i am lazy, selfish
They don't even know my pain
They don't see the blood and sweat
They have never met me
They don't see the tears
That i am not happy
So if you give me love
I'm giving you my life
Cuz i need to escape
And i am only a half
I need you to be honest
And give me respect
That is a promise
And that is a fact
You will own me
And everything i have
I don't know any different
I'm used to live like a slave
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me
You don't care
How i really feel
It's a lie
You ain't faithful to me