Cosmic Dissonance - Feed the Illusion Lyrics

There’s nothing louder
Than the sudden absence of noise
There’s nothing outer
If there’s nothing within
Calling crying
Clashing climbing
I can’t
Do this anymore

Does it matter any less
Even if it was all in my head
Just one big grand illusion
Or maybe just something that you said
And sometimes I start to wonder
If maybe I’m just the dream
There’s no telling where this is all going
What even is the meaning of real in the end
And while you sit there in confusion
Wondering if I ever really was
I’ll feed the illusion
Just to see what it does

When you open your eyes
And finally see the sun
Maybe it’s all just a memory
Of something that never was
It’s warm touch caresses you
Was I ever even there
Did anyone ever hold you
Did anyone ever care
And when I reach out to touch you
It’s just a ripple in the glass
A broken reflection
Am I seeing you at last

Does it matter any less
Even if it was all in my head
Just one big grand illusion
Or maybe just something that you said
And sometimes I start to wonder
If maybe I’m just the dream
There’s no telling where this is all going
What even is the meaning of real in the end
And while you sit there in confusion
Wondering if I ever really was
I’ll feed the illusion
Just to see what it does

And when at last I find you
It’s already turned to dust
But it was there for a fleeting moment
I know this, I must
A whole world inside you
Gone with the light in your eyes
Maybe it was just one persons perception
Or perhaps a whole universe
Would you even know the difference
Is this life anything more than a curse
One big lie around you
What is any of this worth

Does it matter any less
Even if it was all in my head
Just one big grand illusion
Or maybe just something that you said
And sometimes I start to wonder
If maybe I’m just the dream
There’s no telling where this is all going
What even is the meaning of real in the end
And while you sit there in confusion
Wondering if I ever really was
I’ll feed the illusion
Just to see what it does

What’s the point of progress
we all die in the end
And I’m not in charge of knowing
I’m just the one hitting send
Does anyone really know where we’re going
Why we’re even here
Drifting into being
And right back out again
Is there any point in time
Where we can just safely be
And I’ll dream this dream of mine
In case it might stop dreaming me

Does it matter any less
Even if it was all in my head
Just one big grand illusion
Or maybe just something that you said
And sometimes I start to wonder
If maybe I’m just the dream
There’s no telling where this is all going
What even is the meaning of real in the end
And while you sit there in confusion
Wondering if I ever really was
I’ll feed the illusion
Just to see what it does