Kid Chameleon - Who I Am / Who I've Been Lyrics

A dying daisy on the doorstep
A blood orange on the table
A reminder of what I've seen
For now I think I'm able

To think about who I am
To think about who I've been
And the times where I carried on
When I should've given in
Though you think I can't be trusted
That's a whole other thing
Because I've had chances before
And I've only gone and squandered them

You were still umbilical
Snatched from the navel
You had to fend for yourself
Because I was still unable

To think about who I am
To think about who I'd been
And the times where I carried on
When I could've given in
Though I probably can't be trusted
That's a whole other thing
Because I've had chances before
And I've only gone and squandered them

I hope that in me
You found a place you can grieve
A place you can feel a little more at ease
If you're going to kill me
Kill me quietly
Remorseful but content
A new way to bleed

Now I'll think about who I am
To think about who I'd been
And the times where I carried on
When I should've given in
Though I can be trusted
That's a whole other thing
Because I've had chances before
And I've only gone and squandered them