Begonia - Heaven Lyrics

I'm sinking deeper into the habit again
I thought that I had been released
It's getting hard to recognize myself
In all my distant memories
I'm on the road but this time I'm not going back
I won't be so easy to reach
I live my life out on this lonely track
Guess that's the way it has to be

If I get to heaven
Will I be free
Let go of the past life haunting me
Get down with the angels I wanna be set free
Look me in the eyes and tell me I'm fine
Then knock me back down to the present time
Trying to let go of this shit in my life
Set me free

If I get to heaven
If I get to heaven
Heaven
Heaven
If I get to heaven
Heaven
Heaven
If I get to heaven
Heaven
If I get to heaven

If I get to heaven
Will I be free
Let go of the past life haunting me
Get down with the angels I wanna be set free
Look me in the eyes and tell me I'm fine
Then knock me back down to the present time
Trying to let go of this shit in my life
Set me free

If I get to heaven (sinking deeper)
If I get to heaven (in the habit)
Heaven (reaching out so I can grab some)
Heaven
If I get to heaven
Heaven (sense of what my life is meaning)
Heaven
If I get to heaven
Heaven (when I get it I'll be free)
If I get to heaven