Sean Divine - Faded Lyrics

I am not the same, I never will be
All that you wanted for me, I hope that you'd see
Lived out some dreams
Came up on empty on some
Thought I got what I needed
Left me feeling so numb
Back to getting faded, feeling frustrated
Will I ever I make it to the next stages
Oh no, this song wasn't made to increase my wages
I just gotta get it all off my chest
Exhale demons, when I'm feeling stressed
When the anxiety get the best of me
I'm pushing through the pain, cold night sweats
Most people want the happy talk
You couldn't walk through my thoughts on a sunny day
Never had a way carved out for me
Stuck to my love, no plan b
Highs and the lows, this music carries me through it
I have my doubts
Everyday struggle for words out my mouth
Always been the quiet kid, hear me out
Misunderstood, white boy from the south
Making beats, kick drum knocking out your teeth
It's hip hop I bleed
Air max on my feet since the day I could read
School never taught you how to chase these dreams
Keep you in a box, follow the flock
Crossing that line if you challenge the boss
I did it my way now I plan out my days
On all of these records I say what I want to say
I'm sorry if I showed up faded
I guess it's better now than belated
Happy all the times we wasted
Substance out of nothing we crave it
Don't get it twisted, I'm not conflicted
I'm just out living my truth
You know I ain't perfect
Some days feel worthless
Prayers stay up high for the youth
And I could never judge you
Grudge with you while on your own walk
Get out your feelings, why you reeling
Reach out and share your heart
No matter how dark
The lights come on when you put this on
I hope you feel my love up above
Down low in the sub
Think twice before you cut it, no
The ones I gave the most expect the most back
Can't build trust just signing that contract
Hard lessons, even with the best intentions
Some of y'all steady flexing
Don't take it personal, cause I stay versatile
Even if you did me wrong, it was worth it all
Tribulation build innovation, growth my motivation
Pure intentions drive the vision
So relentless out to get this
All the way from the start I could feel it in my heart
Beating through my chest
Even at my lowest when I'm drowning in the stress
I found the flow, next level yo
You can't tell me nothing, stomach rumbling
Beat keep bumping, on to something
My escape the fate that waits
No debate, God I love it
I'm sorry if I showed up faded
I guess it's better now than belated
Happy all the times we wasted
Substance out of nothing we crave it
I'm sorry if I showed up faded
I guess it's better now than belated
Happy all the times we wasted
Substance out of nothing we crave it

I am not the same, I never will be
All that you wanted for me, I hope that you'd see
Lived out some dreams
Came up on empty on some
Thought I got what I needed
Left me feeling so numb
Back to getting faded, feeling frustrated
Will I ever I make it to the next stages
Oh no, this song wasn't made to increase my wages
I just gotta get it all off my chest
Exhale demons, when I'm feeling stressed
When the anxiety get the best of me
I'm pushing through the pain, cold night sweats
Most people want the happy talk
You couldn't walk through my thoughts on a sunny day
Never had a way carved out for me
Stuck to my love, no plan b
Highs and the lows, this music carries me through it
I have my doubts
Everyday struggle for words out my mouth
Always been the quiet kid, hear me out
Misunderstood, white boy from the south
Making beats, kick drum knocking out your teeth
It's hip hop I bleed
Air max on my feet since the day I could read
School never taught you how to chase these dreams
Keep you in a box, follow the flock
Crossing that line if you challenge the boss
I did it my way now I plan out my days
On all of these records I say what I want to say
I'm sorry if I showed up faded
I guess it's better now than belated
Happy all the times we wasted
Substance out of nothing we crave it
Don't get it twisted, I'm not conflicted
I'm just out living my truth
You know I ain't perfect
Some days feel worthless
Prayers stay up high for the youth
And I could never judge you
Grudge with you while on your own walk
Get out your feelings, why you reeling
Reach out and share your heart
No matter how dark
The lights come on when you put this on
I hope you feel my love up above
Down low in the sub
Think twice before you cut it, no
The ones I gave the most expect the most back
Can't build trust just signing that contract
Hard lessons, even with the best intentions
Some of y'all steady flexing
Don't take it personal, cause I stay versatile
Even if you did me wrong, it was worth it all
Tribulation build innovation, growth my motivation
Pure intentions drive the vision
So relentless out to get this
All the way from the start I could feel it in my heart
Beating through my chest
Even at my lowest when I'm drowning in the stress
I found the flow, next level yo
You can't tell me nothing, stomach rumbling
Beat keep bumping, on to something
My escape the fate that waits
No debate, God I love it
I'm sorry if I showed up faded
I guess it's better now than belated
Happy all the times we wasted
Substance out of nothing we crave it
I'm sorry if I showed up faded
I guess it's better now than belated
Happy all the times we wasted
Substance out of nothing we crave it